Faith is a tenuous topic for me. I have a history of religious trauma, conservative rigidity and ritual divestment. The word “faith” triggers a series of complex memories along with an astounding amount of cultural guilt. When I found myself turning away from the term altogether, drawing in and grimacing with disgust, I decided to develop a new outlook. While I identify myself culturally as Muslim, I do not ascribe to Islam or any other faith-based system.
I stepped away from religion entirely.
I choose to embrace faith as a conscious positive thought process. For me, it is optimism. I don’t find comfort in praying to God or Universe or Creator, although I do often find great comfort in Goddess. This is because I am my own goddess, the creator of my own actions, the director of my world–or at least my outlook on it. Which is great news for me because I am still coming up with aces even though life has done its best to mire me in shit.
It’s only popular to say this within a spiritual framework, yet I have none: I believe in myself.
As Julie Andrews as Maria von Trapp sang pre-life-changing nanny gig, “I have confidence in me.”
Looking back through this month’s guest and featured pieces, I see many reflections on religious belief, but just as many on personal triumph. Regardless of ideology, I see a collection of voices raised to speak their truth in a compassionate and open-hearted atmosphere.
This is Open Thought Vortex at its best.
I look forward to our shift into family and community themes of culture and identity in our upcoming issues. It feels to me that OTV is finding its rhythm in a chaotic world. No small feat for a vortex.
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