With This Vow

you loved me
I thought
I stood by you
all those times
touch sky
I could
I thought
How cliche?!
I was blinded

touch my hand
you don’t
not sober
you made that vow
looking back
I meant
a vow
to stay with you
I made a vow

we were unstoppable
I once thought
I don’t see it either
the best in me
you don’t. . .
my life. . .
joy. . .

you brought
the most
the person I love

I am lonely
I am afraid
I panic
I can’t work